Sunday, April 19, 2009
I'm grounded.
It's not really that 'grounded' though , but yes, I'm grounded
today, I'm not allowed to go anywhere.
And next week, my mom will check my schedule, and there must be a day for me to take a rest at home.
Well, there is some time when I feel that I'm too tired.
that I really want to spend one day at home, relaxing all day, doing meaningless things
anything that will make me feel that today is a holiday.
not as restless as the holiday that I've spent before.
Now that I'm grounded seems like a mockery of my wish, yet I still feel not satisfied.
Now that I'm spending one day at home, relaxing all day, doing meaningless things,
I feel bored. I feel that I want to spend one day with friends, hanging out, join competitions, doing all meaningful things,
anything that will make me that this holiday is used properly, not wasted.
do you often feel the same, too? I bet most humans do.
It's not really that 'grounded' though , but yes, I'm grounded
today, I'm not allowed to go anywhere.
And next week, my mom will check my schedule, and there must be a day for me to take a rest at home.
Well, there is some time when I feel that I'm too tired.
that I really want to spend one day at home, relaxing all day, doing meaningless things
anything that will make me feel that today is a holiday.
not as restless as the holiday that I've spent before.
Now that I'm grounded seems like a mockery of my wish, yet I still feel not satisfied.
Now that I'm spending one day at home, relaxing all day, doing meaningless things,
I feel bored. I feel that I want to spend one day with friends, hanging out, join competitions, doing all meaningful things,
anything that will make me that this holiday is used properly, not wasted.
do you often feel the same, too? I bet most humans do.
a moment of my life, 12:28 AM.
Monday, April 13, 2009
This day, I realized about something
His eyes never meets mine.
I always wonder, why?
I always think,
Do you plan to avoid me by shutting your eyes?
I knew about it since a long time ago, but I was always denied it.
Now I realize, I didn't want to face the truth.
But, this day, I want to face the reality
This day, I decided something
I decided to forget about my crush on him.
I'll try to forget everything.
Before It's too late for me, and for him
Before my crush on him turns into a 'love' thing.
I decided, to make my crush on him will only be a memory
Forget him, act normally.
Tomorrow will be a hard day for me,
but I'll face it.
No matter how long it takes to forget him, I'll try.
Good bye...
His eyes never meets mine.
I always wonder, why?
I always think,
Do you plan to avoid me by shutting your eyes?
I knew about it since a long time ago, but I was always denied it.
Now I realize, I didn't want to face the truth.
But, this day, I want to face the reality
This day, I decided something
I decided to forget about my crush on him.
I'll try to forget everything.
Before It's too late for me, and for him
Before my crush on him turns into a 'love' thing.
I decided, to make my crush on him will only be a memory
Forget him, act normally.
Tomorrow will be a hard day for me,
but I'll face it.
No matter how long it takes to forget him, I'll try.
Good bye...
a moment of my life, 7:29 AM.
